OMG PEOPLE. TMR O LEVEL RESULTS ARE GONNA BE RELEASED. WHAT?! ALREADY??

okay. i was not this depressed/obsessed until after band today okay. i so wanna cry. coz if anything horrible happens, that will be the last time i will be attending tjc band practice. oh gosh. noooooo!!!! i may not be the best trumpet player there is, but i definitely am eager to learn. i have really learnt alot for this past 3 practices. really.

and i am growing more and more attached to tjc. and it's scary. cos if i do not get to stay, it will be heart-shattering ='(

plus.. the guys. oh gosh. let's not get there.

however, jc life is really stressing/tiring/pressurising/sucky. i am exhausted everytime i reach home! wth.. and i have to get thru all this for 2 whole years. ROAR!!

whatever la. i'll just do it. at this point of time, i don't know what's happening, let alone what is going to happen. so.. yeah. i can't be too bothered.

and tmr my CG eating breakfast together... at the school canteen =( . yes it is a sucky location but given the circumstance, we'll just have to make do with it. and considering it might be the first and last thing i am doing as a CG, i'll try to make the best of the situation. haha. oh. not only will i miss my classmates, i will miss my civics tutor the most.... MR WONG!! he is a really nice person, really.

and after breakfast, have maths lecture, and then GP 1 period.. then meeting up zai wang and iffah at tpjc. planning to slack our eyeballs out at macdonalds, then walk SLOWLY to ngee ann. and the rest? let's leave it for tmr.

cya!